She Talks to Herself

This is harder than I thought! I blame it all on my selfishness.  My brain just has too many ideas floating around and I can't focus on just one. There are too many conversations going on in my head when it comes to this. It's almost schizophrenic!

It seems so all important to get this blog right. Ah, that right there is the key.  The conversation is beginning again.  Who does it have to be "right" for? Me.  My sister who follows me.  Anyone who might just happen to read this.  Why?  It doesn't matter what they think.  You know that.  I'm selfish/conceited enough to admit that what people think does matter. The fact is it should matter.  Let's rephrase.  What matters is how I see what they see. Ultimately what they see is what I see.  Get it?  If you take that and apply it to every situation, then you'll "get" me.  

I don't rely on other people's perception of me.  For the most part, it's more of what I think they perceive.  Believe me when I say I have enough confidence in what I do and say for a dozen people, but I still want you to like me and what I have to do and say!?! 

I have the mindset where if you're able to look at yourself through another set of eyes, then you might truly be able to live the golden rule.  The voices in my head guide me and remind me of this.   Maybe with all the eyes and the voices coming from my head, I'll be able to get this blog on the road to somewhere.

Lost in the Middle

Leave it to a crisis event coupled with a holiday to bring me back to the beginning.  I've been floundering in the middle of a sea of life hoping that eventually I'd get pushed in the right direction.  Thanks to said crisis, turkey, and a pleasant reminder from my sis, I remembered that there is absolutely nothing wrong with going back to the start.  Like the crazy brain teasers that get you going until you can't figure out where you left off, sometimes you just have to start again.